I'm suddenly nervous. Several of my fics got nominated, one I'm insanely proud of and one that got a lot of good reception (Alligator Alley). I've never been good with fic awards: I'm always of the belief that I won't win.
When Betrayer tied for best AtS Drama for the Halo Awards, I was in damn shock. It happened just before I went off to my awesome vacation with nariya and gatorjen. I still remember sitting on a train with Jen and saying how I was just stunned.
I highly doubt I'm going to be included in the round two: my poor mending horizons is in one category and there's a lot of great fic in it. I'm not known at all in the FS world, mostly my own choice. Hell, I'm not known in the BtVS/AtS fic world.
I think it's this popularity freak-out thing. I almost feel like I should get a brown paper bag and start breathing into it. It's easier to be a nonentity than to be known, at least it is to me. I'm good hanging on the fringe.