I was a taller girl too, once. (regala_electra) wrote,
I was a taller girl too, once.

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So basically, I suck.

It's a little bit funny...this feeling inside.

Whoops. Sorry. I saw Moulin Rouge this morning and now I can't stop from singing the songs in my head. Stupid crazy-ass guilty pleasure movie.

"I hope you know I...I hope you know I...that I wrote down in words. How wonderful life is now you're in the world."

Aww. True love forever. Not. :-)

Boring Personal Stuff Ahead:

I had this huge plan to lose thirty pounds by May and now, since it is Feb, I looked at my weight loss since Jan and it's only been 3 pounds. And I know that I want to get heathlier, hell, I'm one of the most famous diets (Weight Watchers), but then the carb-y foods come (mmm...tortillas..) and I start eating even though I'm not hungry.

The irony is that I don't think of myself as fat. And I did lose twenty-five pounds since mid-September, so hey, I can't suck that much.

It's just that I'm starting to go back into old habits and it's pissing me off. I don't want to eat, yet, it's so cold outside and there's nothing to do, so I end up sitting in the living room with something in hand, eating mindlessly.

*Bangs head into wall, "stop repeating patterns, stop it this instant!"*

School is going to be crazy for it and it's one of the reasons why I'm not making sure to eat more veggies and healthy stuff. If you're having lunch at school, the pizza is so much easier than the crappy already made salads. But...it's time for me to stop it and I hope that writing this down will remind me of what I really want to do.

I do feel a little better now, plus I exercised today with an intensive twenty minute dance routine, thus my muscles are aching and that's a good thing.

Now, if I can do all my homework for next week and finish that damn Wesley/Lilah fic, life will be good.
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