Actually this is self-inflicted and not eyeball-related pain. I wanted to post a really obnoxious Tom Hardy GIF (LOL IT'S ALMOST AS IF I HAVEN'T SPOKEN ABOUT HIM LATELY ROUND THESE PARTS) but I didn't upload it to photobucket and my laptop is so far away. ;_;
and no one will come. EVER. FOREVER ALONE.
Now to speak of real suffering, my eye is still quite bad only it doesn't hurt as much. Vision long distance and close up (aka reading distance) is totally fucked. So I have no idea how to deal with that. Pretty sure I'll continue to be banned from wearing contacts for the next week. Eyes not as dry but they are pretty dry in the morning so that's not good. :-( If your reading vision is fucked up you can't wear contacts anyway, right? Or will I have to get reading glasses for my glasses so I can see while I see.
EYES! *shakes fist*
I wish I could afford corrective surgery. But I will never be able to afford and I don't get vision coverage. Sorry for blathering on about this but I just DON'T like wearing glasses at all and I hate that I get ~mystery~ damage to my eyes that can't be insta-solved.
Like when I had blurred dots in my line of vision in my right eye that just went away eventually (this happened a few years back). I got the most horrible specialist ever who a) didn't inform me he was going to dilate my eyes so I had to drive back home with my pupils fully dilated (don't do this EVER) and b) said my problem was either: a tumor pressing on my optic nerve or nothing.
Then he refused to give me symptoms of what it would be like to have a tumor pressing on an optic nerve because I'd "just worry."
Please spot the problem in that response.
FYI I just stopped for a moment to bitch about a printer THAT HATES MY COMPUTER. UGH PRINTER ONE DAY I WILL DESTROY YOU AND FEASTS ON YOUR BOLTS.
Anyway tonight I will go see my dog and hug him forever, then I have a million errands to run tomorrow and the last one will be "hai my eye still sucks." "your eye still sucks. please buy more eyedrops you can't afford, lolz." I have no hope for anything. :-(
The only TV show I am current on is Modern Family. This is because I spent last night listening to (not watching) 1776 and John Adams. Don't judge me for enjoying men in wigs being bitchy.
I had to restore this draft and now I forgot everything else I wanted to say. BOO.