And I'm feeling ill and dizzy and wow, everyone's gonna think I suck and nothing's packed and fuckity frell.
I'm really worried. I either have great times or terrible times on trips and I'm so worried I'm going to hole up once I get there or that everyone will be in cliques and I'll be all alone and gah - need to breathe. Gonna pass out.
Yeah, real people person here. Breathing into paper bag.